Hello. Im bored.

I need to say this out somewhere. I dont know why but everything feels so different this time round. Arguments are abundant. Maybe its the stress from Os I feel. Im committed to getting good grades, above all else. What about you? Arent you concerned about your grades too? If you arent, I am. Its just.. I dont like being interrupted when Im studying. I really wonder whats wrong. I just feel the sparks not there anymore. Maybe Ive grown too used to be alone & you cant get through this invisible wall Ive built. I dont know how long this will continue.. Or will one of us change? For better or for worse I dont know. Confusion tearing up my soul.
I need to drown out my worries/weird feelings in music. I think just plain music will do the trick. Words are not enough to describe.. I love band music to the max. Its so emotive.

The Last Goodbye?