Disappointment in its worst form.

I suppose its my fault for pinning too much hope. Though it started off as a joke, I did really fall for you. Perhaps harder than I though I would. It hurts to be treated as invisible.. Someone under the radar. Didnt really expect you to like me back, but this.. I dont know what I want. Why is it that when we finally move on & fall for another, that it doesnt go as planned?
Im hurting.. More than I expected. Sigh. Nothing I do can make it right. Whatever happened to 'guard my heart'? Oh damn it.

Did you hear, the shatter of a thousand dreams?