I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

All Out Of Love- Air Supply

): I freaking miss you my dear.
Those times.. Can i ever get it back? They were the best times of my life.
i love you ilove you i love you i love you.
the times we spent tgt the hrs spent just talking.. i miss it. i missyou.
How can i have been so stupid. to throw it all away snap like that.
forgiveness. how do i forgive myself for causing myself such misery?
how do i fill the hole you left in my heart. how do i fill in the blanks ?
i rmb falling in love with you abt a year ago.. how it was a sudden realization. by the time i knew it, its too late to stop. why you? i dont know. maybe you were the one i could really relate to the one person i could talk my heart out. its weird, really. how you see me as somebody else. how you relate certain things to me that i could never have seen it myself. how you see me as someone whos strong enough not to cry. (except on one occasion but so was everybody else) its like you look at me through different lenses than the way i see myself. maybe i see you differently from others too.
happy memories, plenty of em. with you, i always feel myself. i am the most myself with you.
i'd love to have an excuse to see you again my dear.