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“Love lost is still love. It takes a different form, that’s all. You can’t see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end. Love doesn’t.”
It just blows my mind each time I read it. Like, WOW. I love this quote simply cos it's so true- think about it carefully.
A stroll down memory lane and then you feel it as strongly as before. You can place yourself right at the moment it happened. But the only difference is that you can't change anything- nor the consequences.
What do you do when your heart and head don't agree?
My heart tells me to hold on- and maybe, just maybe, there is a second chance lurking in the shadows somewhere. My head just slaps me for my stupidity and tells me its case closed, forget it, forget him. I would like to go back to that very moment, and not play dumb, like I didn't know what he was gonna say. And just let what I'd been waiting for for the past year to slip outta my hands. A golden opportunity only comes once, damn it. Hah, now its almost another year- one that I'd spent regretting my actions, hating the consequences of a silver of hope presented to me by the devil's advocate.( Quite literally) I wanna move on, maybe fall for someone else, but the heart doesn't quite wanna let go.. Yet. You know, with you I felt like someone special, I felt that
it was okay, to be just be me. Sometimes I really wonder, what I was thinking when he came by in my life again, for the hundredth time, and yet I gave in. Or was I even thinking?
Sigh, life goes on.