Thursday, November 13, 2008

The Black Sheep.

Sometimes I just need to let it out- a good cry would do the trick usually.
I wish I could be somebody who compartmentalises damn well.
When sth shitty happens, just dismiss it like its nothing.
I can't. Does that make me weak? Sigh.
Why is life all about money?
Shouldn't we have a say in who our families are? The people who you have to Live With? -_-

What does it take, to hold onto a BIG, near impossible dream?
What does it take to go from Not Good Enough to There?
Going mainstream would be easier, but would i regret it?
Time is not on my side. A's next year already, and after that? Idk what awaits.
Looking at reality, it is out of my league now. But if not now, then when?
:( Life.

Can somebody tell me what to do.
I dont want to let circumstances undermine this destiny, just a shred of hope..
I lost once, can't lose again. Im afraid this heart won't be able to take it.

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