looking back, i realise so many have left. for reasons that were stronger than their conviction. people i once knew, from a distance, as though from a previous lifetime. people whose lives were no less real than my own.
& i wonder how they're doing now.
& i wonder if they regret that decision.
& i really dont wanna end up there, too.

the path of righteousness is narrow..

its been a long while since i've had something to look forward to.

so many thoughts swirling around.. and i dunno how to put them into words. flashes of memories, feelings, pictures that cloud my head. WILL I EVER FIND ANOTHER ONE LIKE YOU?