I want a laptop.. That is fully MINE.
... hence I need a job. Right.

This new found freedom (okay maybe not so new anymore but still) is a strange feeling.
Like its kinda weird that I dont have anything pressing to do anymore. Haha. Why am i even complaining?
And and and,
Should I resume piano lessons? :/ Would I be wasting my time &money, sigh.
Why do i not know anything! Ugh.

Anw side note: had fun with the clique tonight! (: 6 yrs and counting eh. seeing each other grow up and evolve was one of the greatest things ever. {: love you girls.

random side note: what I tend to think about? I'd think bout the stuff you did for every ex-girlfriend; what you told them; gave them... The list goes on. Did they get to see a side of you that I don't? And maybe never will? Every little thing; whether you craddled their faces in your hands and told them you loved them, whether you put your arms around them you did me, whether it was the same kind of love you felt with them etc. And why did they not cherish a guy like you?
So many questions, so few answers.