was just typing in the url of this blog, and it got me thinking- what do i actually mean? not without you? what DID i mean when i created it? who have i become since then? who am i now? questions, questions. and without answers, too. sigh... so tired. but so many thoughts.

i dont really know what to say here. i feel like the word shatter. im out of words. maybe discontented is the right one. i can describe my life in one word: discontented. i feel like im so far from getting anywhere in life. im asphyxiated by monotony, boredom that seem to encapsulate my world currently. there must be something more? aaah. need to DO SOMETHING.

well, to the guy in my life: thank you and i love you, for all that you've done to iron the kinks out of this relationship, and for all that you've done to ensure we are where we are today. you rock (: