): ): ): i don't even know what to say anymore. ):
i'm not even angry anymore. just.. you know, sad. i miss us. i miss the way we used to be. something's gone. i dont know what and i cant seem to get it back. i love you but something's different. what to do now? ): do you know how often i cry myself to sleep at night?
i really want you. i want us. i want you and me and nobody else. but somewhere inside me there's this rivulet of sadness and i dont know how to make it stop. ): im so tempted to throw in the towel, give up, but i really really want you. please tell me whats wrong. ): i wish i knew what to do. to make this stop, go away. i feel so alone right now.