im so tired of this. going nowhere, round&round, without progress. i catch myself questioning my heart, time &again. perhaps its easier to just let it go &erase this part of my life. to start anew, make new memories. its gonna be a new year after all, HA. did you ever think, its not fair to me, to be on the receiving end of all this nonsense? for me to conform to your rules &regulations? for me to adapt to something so different its practically a parallel universe? parallel lines, thats what our lives are like. &they dont ever meet, do they? maybe thats how we are like, too. its the epitome of our lives.
i find that at sixteen, ive only learnt the tip of the iceberg on life skills. theres alot more to go.