I'm sorry things haven't turned out the way You originally intend. I'm sorry we're all so caught up in the transcient things of the moment, of attaining things that will fade; crowns that dont last. I'm sorry i've let You down countless of times; i hate it. I'm sorry some relationships can't be restored, i'm sorry i dont have the childlike faith and simplicity of heart. I'm sorry things turned out this sad way. I'm sorry, but i'm not superman, i can't fix everything, alone. I'm sorry, but they wont listen to what i have to say. I'm sorry, i dont want to try cause i dont wanna get involved in the mess. I'm sorry i'm selfish, Lord.

i want to write something, something that is so sad it pierces your heart and makes you tear, just by reading it.
but i can t find it in myself to do so.
the only one who's gonna be affected will probably be me.