never stopped.

since you, life has been mundane. even to the edge of 'why-am-i-doing-this-again' moments. i wish there was someone else in the equation, at least then i'd have someone to be angry at. sadly, now all i have is myself to blame. i really miss you. i wish you would take some consideration to me. its been so long since the start of me falling for you, but time has merely distanced us, hasnt healed, yet. i miss our friendship, the old you. perhaps the one i'd fallen for doesnt exist anymore? i know you've changed, but not beyond recognition. thinking of you and the past events makes me feel engulfed in my loneliness. who'd understand how a broken-heart feels, when its my own fault? who'd understand that i'm the only one so blatantly stupid to make a mistake like that?