My (petty) feelings

Sweetheart i miss you :( field camp, sigh. NS, double sigh.
No use complaining that life's unfair.
Happy times dont last long physically, but they linger in memories. Memories that will keep you going when the monotony of life sets in.
When I rationalize in my head about you; about love and other intangibles, I think that I can put love in a box, fit it in neatly. But it doesnt last long. When Im with you, I find that it overflows, refuses to be stored away. Sometimes it overwhelms me; I just want to hug you and never let go- literally. Sometimes I feel so emotional (emo for short) I just want to bawl- and these bouts can hit me anywhere. In public, or where there's just us two. But I force myself not to give in, else Im afraid these tears wont stop like the torrential rain. My unlimited wants and such very limited time. When you tell me positive things, I just want to shake my head and cry and scream that its just so unfair. Or when you kiss my forehead, or put your arms around me, I just want to cry cuz it feels like you've reached the core of my being. And all too soon, you have to go. Again. ):

Sigh, why am i so emo these days. :/