Thursday, July 1, 2010

from my archives,

"ignorance is bliss.
once you grasp the faintest idea &fully comprehend its impact, your eyes are opened to the vices out there &you wish you'd just let the moment slip you by, to not bother to catch even a silver of it. but, its already too late, theres no heading back.
once youve allowed your heart, youre open to exactly how it feels, how tangible it is, how simply.. insane it makes you. all rationale plans youve arranged before just comes loose and unwinds right under your nose. nothing goes according to what youd wanted it to, but yet.. yet, it doesnt seem to be wrong. its not wrong, you argue, something that feels so right cant be wrong, you reason. nothing else seems to matter, it all fades into the background. it will take over &rule, itd be the only colour in your life.
&not being able to have it just feels like having your guts wretched &ripped &thrown away."
im actually quoting myself. i think i find me more interesting then. and more able to write.

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