i am tired. tired of this incessant wanting. sigh.
oh God i want to stop wanting! help, please.

hmm tired (physically) but yet not enough to abstain from blogging &stuff. [: hee. its the wkends! hopefully i can get some revision done. &maybe mugging w the jckids haha from cell on sunday too. okay i know i shouldnt stress too much over summers but.. cant really help it if im an anxiety freak. why oh why does ij retain so many ppl?! its stressful. /:
when is IJband gonna combine w RP?! roar i cant wait cant wait! ASAP please. cute guy(s) alert! hee. [: not my fault its so rare to find one in ij right.. LOL. sab, cross your fingers &hope that he's single &avaliable kay! [; JUST KIDDINGZ. eye candy only. haha.

okay shall go &try to sleep off those eyebags, bye.[:

with murderous intents..
* makes my blood boil! grrr.

im tired of waiting. really.